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[17 May 2006|09:33pm]
I need to get my ass back in gear and start going to the gym...
I want to lose all of my weight again and then some.

I want to be skinny again.

I feel gross.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
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[30 Mar 2006|10:28pm]
i believe in you-
even if no one understands...

yeah, i believe in you-





and i don't really give a damn.

<3
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[06 Mar 2006|09:54pm]
how ridiculous is it that a 25 year old still has to answer to their mom when they get home early from work.
pretty fucking ridiculous if you ask me.
especially when that 25 year old is my boyfriend and it means i can't go visit him.
not that making the hour drive to attleboro was really what i wanted to do.
but it's the whole idea of the matter.
when does he finally say, "dude, i'm 25... i can come home when i damn well please."
it's soooooooooo effin' retarted.
seriously.
:/


[i think i need a vacation from my vacation.]
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[26 Feb 2006|11:10am]
i suck at life.
the end.
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[28 Dec 2005|06:15pm]
i hate being home.
it is so boring.
work isn't giving me hours.
my boyfriend works shitty hours and lives too far.
i have no money.

i have no ambition.
[shoot me.]
period.
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Word. [02 Dec 2005|04:36pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.


Thanks. <3

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[16 Oct 2005|09:59pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Stephanie
Birthday: January 29th
Birthplace: Worcester
Current Location: Worcester
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'10"ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Italian/French Canadian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Old Navy flip flops
Your Weakness: Romantic comedies, milk and cookies
Your Fears: sharks
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be happy with myself.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: What up Jigga?
Thoughts First Waking Up: Sleeeeeep.
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes/Smile/Legs
Your Bedtime: 12 or 1... (around then)- depending greatly on Conan
Your Most Missed Memory: high school- playing sports, gymnastics
Pepsi or Coke: MOUNTAIN DEW!
MacDonalds or Burger King: Taco Bell
Single or Group Dates: Doesn't matter
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Snapple or Arizona
Chocolate or Vanilla: Mint Chocolate chip--- Chocolate I guess
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: Sometimes- I try not to
Do you Sing: Soooo much, even though I suck
Do you Shower Daily: usually
Have you Been in Love: I don't know........
Do you want to go to College: in the process
Do you want to get Married: of course, someday
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes...
Do you get Motion Sickness: not usually
Do you think you are Attractive: hmmmm.
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: My mom's like my best friend
Do you like Thunderstorms: Why not?! I guess so
Do you play an Instrument: Naw
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yesterday
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Probably
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: NO!- never, but I would love to try it
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Never
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Of course
Ever been called a Tease: Constantly
Ever been Beaten up: Playfully
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: ... and old lady in my bed...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: actress/model
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia or Jamaica- like whoa!

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Whatever
Favourite Hair Color: Dark hair usually...
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: 6 feet or taller
Weight: doesn't really matter- athletic build
Best Clothing Style: beachy/preppy/comfortable


Number of Drugs I have taken: Let's not talk about it
Number of CDs I own: Too many to count
Number of Piercings: 14...
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: That's a tough one... let me get back to you on that one...
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[16 Oct 2005|09:50pm]
This is totally going to get me into a lot of TROUBLE!!
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[25 Sep 2005|10:18pm]
Am I the only person not caught up in the "Desperate Housewives" Hoorah?!

I just don't get it.
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It's been a long time............. [21 Sep 2005|02:48pm]
Things to do:

1. Homework... NOT THE NIGHT BEFORE IT'S DUE!
2. Officially apply to American Eagle rather than just holding on to the sheet.
3. Stop spending money on frivolous shit.
4. STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!
5. Purchase Simple Plan tickets for November 5th at Tsongas Arena.
6. Time manage better.
7. Take time out for myself.
8. Re-join Weight Watchers.
9. Stop being so concerned about what other people think.
10. Try not to nap as much.
11. Eat better.
12. Go to the gym, even if it means going alone.
13. Spend some time with my sister.
14. Try not to get mad at my mom so much.
15. Be happy for once.
16. DO NOT STRESS!
17. Smile. It's on of my better qualities.
18. Attempt to look decent at least once a week.
19. Enjoy every minute I can.
20. Spend time with all the people that are leaving Sygma.
21. Ensure long lasting friendships by getting to know people.
22. Stand up for myself more.
23. Gain more confidence.
24. Get a portfolio done.
25. Do things because I want to, not because someone else thinks it's cool.
26. Thoroughly enjoy THE O.C. and all it's glory!
27. Meet CRAIG HANSEN!!- ok, maybe not.
28. Have a one night stand with Pierre.- Bahahahahaha.
29. Pass all my classes with a B or higher.
30. Try and figure out what happened with everyone when high shool ended.



*And last, but definitely NOT least...
31. CHEW ALL MY FOOD! (long story involving a night in the hospital)

WOW- I am officialy a loser.
Thank you!
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[30 Jul 2005|04:01am]
Tell me that you're here for me...
That you'll care for me and guide me...
Trust my decisions...
and never judge me.

Tell me that what I did was right...
and that everything will be alright.
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[23 Jul 2005|02:31pm]

It started out with a kiss...

How did it end up like this...

It was only a kiss...

 

... it was only a kiss.

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[21 Jul 2005|12:16pm]
I hate days off.
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[19 Jul 2005|10:59am]
So, this last month or so has been pretty crazy... work and such.

Who knew I would be the one to have someone fall in love with?! It's crazy. I mean it's crazy, but I like it. I think for the first time I am genuinely really happy. I am also very stressed out though...
Damn me for buying a car. I have to find a way to work 40 hours while going to school... amazing. I think I might die actually... well, I was already at about 25-30, and it is time for this girl to learn some responsibility I guess. It just seems like things get worse and worse... and now I have a whole other person to care about and worry about and make time for... and he lives over an hour away. This sucks.


Oh well, so much for a worth while update... I meant for it to be something worth reading and responding to.
Sorry.



**Lauren, the letter is written I just have to get it stamped and in the mail... I'm hoping by the end of the week.




(Fools in lust could never get enough of love...)
Stephie <3
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[03 Jul 2005|01:40pm]
Oh man.
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[10 Jun 2005|10:17am]
I suck. I still haven't written back to Lauren.


My NEW car = Tons of working overtime.
*How is it that I love Sygma so much?!




I miss A-Town. Is that sad and gaaaaay?! Yes I think so. I am like world's biggest hypocrite I think. I just like the feeling of family.


S.C. came and went too quickly. Summer is already on a roll... and I haven't gone to the beach yet. Soon. I. Hope.




I need to pick up the pace and start doing something. I've read 4 books... and taken off 22 pounds. (***Lauren, I will start to work on your letter... I'm sorry I have been taking so long. I just haven't found the right time or event... soon though. I promise.)



Is is just me or has everyday just felt sort of average?
:/
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[20 May 2005|11:10am]
SP CONCERT AT SIX FLAGS!!!!!!!!

Moment with Chuck from across the Batman involving our very similar Role Model shirts, in which he proceeded to be on the same ride as us...

Pierre referring to the crowd as VERY SEXY!!

Singing "Drop it Like it's Hot", but changing the words to 'When Sebastien gives you attitude... drop it like it's hot!'

Pierre looking sexier than ever... but also very anorexic... hmmm.


Not meeting them... and also being surrounded by girls with designer glasses that didn't get into the show AT ALL, not even singing or anything. I wanted to punch every last one of them in the face.

A huge goth girl in front of me, with her eyes lined and face pierced yelling at everyone who touched her the slightest bit, but then trying to mosh with one of her friends... oh yeah, fuck her too.


Not being close enough to even get water from their water bottles...

Coming to the realization that they have a weird obsession with Japan.



Wishing they would come back to MA for a better show.
Disappointed that I didn't jump Pierre's bones.






I miss everyone from school. Sygma isn't going to be the same this summer. :/
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I read this somewhere today... [02 May 2005|10:03am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

The hardest thing to do in life...

Is to watch someone you love...

Love someone else.

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Interesting... [23 Apr 2005|07:36pm]
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[15 Apr 2005|11:17pm]
[ mood | So much to do. ]

Bye bye B E A U T I F U L...

... don't bother to write...

 

*

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